Kerry Katona’s anxiousness goes “by the roof” when she binges on alcohol.
Kerry Katona tries to keep away from booze as a result of it units off her anxiousness
The previous Atomic Kitten star – who has battled substance abuse up to now – tries to keep away from ingesting booze as a result of it makes her anxious and depressed.
Writing in her new! journal column, she mentioned: “I am not an enormous drinker, however after I do drink on particular events, it does heighten my anxiousness.
“I went to Thailand with the children three years in the past and I used to be ingesting continuous for per week.
“My anxiousness was by the roof.
“Alcohol is a depressant and since I’m so vulnerable to anxiousness and despair, I can not do it.
“And I might positively by no means contact medicine once more.
“I can not even think about what I might really feel like.”
In the meantime, Kerry lately shared the harrowing story of how her late ex-husband had deliberate to “inject” their daughter with heroin earlier than taking his personal life.
Kerry believes she made the appropriate determination when she took out a restraining order towards George Kay – who died in 2019 from an overdose on the age of 39 – as a result of she was petrified of what he may do to her and her household, together with their little lady Dylan-Jorge, now eight.
She mentioned: “We had been on FaceTime and DJ wouldn’t communicate to him, she was solely three on the time, and you already know what youngsters are like. He was threatening us each after which he mentioned to me, ‘How’s your mum, Kerry? Is she alright?’ earlier than winking and ending the decision.
“It actually scared me. Earlier than that, he had threatened to rape my mum and slash her up in entrance of me. So I didn’t know what he was going to do subsequent. I used to be terrified he was going to harm her or DJ.”
And he or she wrote in her ebook, ‘Kerry Katona: Entire Once more – Love, Life and Me’: “[After George died], one in all his buddies got here spherical and advised me I’d performed the appropriate factor in maintaining him away from DJ,” she writes.
“Apparently, he’d deliberate on injecting her with heroin after which killing himself.”
The 42-year-old star – who additionally has Molly, 21, and Lilly, 19, with first husband Brian McFadden and Heidi, 15, and 14-year-old Max from her marriage to Mark Croft – claimed George’s household have not been involved since he died and she or he has no thought the place his grave is.
Though George died three years in the past, Kerry nonetheless feels “scared” he will “get” her and does not imagine she’d be alive in the present day if he hadn’t handed away.
