Holly Madison had “nothing to say” to Hugh Hefner earlier than he died.
The 43-year-old actuality star labored within the Playboy Mansion in Los Angeles and famously dated late proprietor Hugh from 2006 till 2008 – who handed away in 2017 on the age of 91 – however defined that she realised he was a “stranger” shortly earlier than his demise.
She stated: “It was odd as a result of after I left the connection, I used to be so shell shocked as a result of I realised that this imaginative and prescient I might had of him the entire time as this wonderful particular person was simply form of one thing I had wished for and form of made up in my very own head. And I realised the particular person I used to be was actually a stranger. So, I by no means actually had any need to say something to him.”
The previous ‘Holly’s World’ star went on so as to add that she knew there have been “enormous pink flags” in her time with the businessman and “all the time hoped” issues would change between them.
She advised E! Information: “I knew there was issues within the relationship the entire time, and, clearly, tremendous enormous pink flags. However there was additionally the opposite facet of the connection the place we have been actually shut and he would inform me all these optimistic issues, so I all the time hoped that issues would change.”
What’s extra, Holly lately admitted that being within the mansion was like being a part of a “cult.”
She stated: “It’s a really cult-like environment anyway and also you’re manipulated to really feel that approach, however on prime of it, my very own disgrace saved me there too. I simply couldn’t actually think about a life outdoors of there. Think about having intercourse with any person in a room full of ladies who all hate you and you already know they’re all speaking s*** about you. Like, how horrible? It was gross.”